my sense of self is a question mark…

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welcome to my first youtube video of 2025 y’all.

i am on a path, or maybe a mission, to take youtube seriously this year because i’ve played around since i was in high school, to be honest.

so, i’ve been sitting in front of my camera, yapping, and i chose to create a “talk” show or series revolving around my journey as a twenty-something. this show is centered on my self-reclamation, pretty much getting back to who i am at my core.

i’ve titled this new series “The G Spot.” yes, a play on words…rather a double entendre, so get your minds out of the gutter (lol).

anywhos…

this upload is the third installment of the series. (yes, i’m just now posting about them on my blog…don’t whoop me!)

in this episode, i open up about my mental health journey and what’s changed since i uploaded the first couple videos. i feel like this is just a safe space i’m creating for myself where i can really just drop the masks and express without guilt (lol).

i also dive into my fixations around anime and horror movies. honestly, i wish i looked to anime sooner because i’m overly immersed in the culture and i’m learning so much.

i also share more about what i’ve learned around my potential mood disorder, and how it feels to to recognize my neurodivergence.

i’m glad to be choosing myself more intently. i’ve chosen to dive a little deeper into not only my content but myself as i focus on the goals i have. especially this year.

forreal forreal, i needed to build something for me, by me to truly thrive in this new creative space. i want to thrive here and embrace a this new era of me. and this is where the creative energy is guiding me.

i plan on turning this show into an audio-only podcast on spotify and apple…at some point. it’ll happen as i learn more about my workflow with all this new found knowledge.

in the meantime, go subscribe to the channel.


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